January 9, 2003 also Susie came by again today!! She was wearing a purple top and black stretch pants.

She is so Amazing!!!!! She came up to me and started rubbing my head while I was standing up and I had to stop her. once she touch me I started getting hardnot a good thing when you are standing up and people are around Anyway I emailed her and told her how HOT she was. I don't think she has any clue how hot she is. Anyway she emailed back saying she would only rub my hair when I was sitting down. I wonder if she even knows why? I mean does she know how crazy she can make me? She has to it is hard for me to think that she doesn't know how sexy she isand especially today!! she looked so hot today again she is SOOO BEAUTIFUL!!! Her face.and eyes are amazing! And her body WOW! Today in the pants she was wearing her butt was so HOT! And her chest. Ok before I just go on forever about how hot she is!! Why cant there BE TWO of her?? ---Anyway let me try to keep it together. so her last email said that she would wear purple and stop by more and rub my hair!! She is AMAZING!! But I have only thought this since I started working at and she would come over and visit Patrice.who sat next to me but that was pre journal days...

and its a good thing too ! I do wonder if she knows how HOT she is? And like when she teases!! Wooaah like one time a while ago I was plugging something into the back of her computer and she was sitting down in her chair and while I was down there she was like "while your down there can you do me a favor?" I mean I don't think she could have any idea that when she said that I wanted nothing more then to start toying her right there until she started cumming! That is probably my number one fantasy! at least for a while it has been Anyway A while after that I had the most incredible dream where she said the same thing but this time she put her hand on my cheek and guided my face to her leg she was wearing a skirt and no underwear-I LOVE MY DREAMS!! anyway I started toying her and ohh my I have to go now and dream about that while I am awake! before I burst!!